He gave me a very very cute stuffed animal:)its sooooooo cute that I can't put it down...even Arman loves it:)I heard him saying;)The moment my mom saw it she was suprized my whole family are in love with it:)I was looking for a name for it and my mom gave me a good idea..do you remember in "kolah ghermezi"..there was a song about a donky;)and starts like this..."Ahay olaghe aziz..halet chetoreh..ahvalet chetoreh"!!:)anyways I am naming this beloved stuffed animal as OLAGHE AZIZ:)I can't beilieve myself..its sooo cute I can't put it down!!!I was never attached to any doll..except for two of my dolls..."Funny" that I really liked and couldn't put him/her down;)and I don't know what happened to it at the end..I even have a picture of it with my cousin:)and the more recent one was Ruby:)whose head was ripped off:(by my brothers!!!anyways except my snake this is my first mini stuffed animal;) I used to have a big stuffed monkey, bear and pink panther;) Every time my cousins came to my house they would hang them!!!and make me cry;)anyways enough about this I also got a mixed CD that I haven't got the chance to listen to but I must say that has been by far the most impressive thing;)I love creative people:)I would rather get some thing that costs nearly nothing but is hand made than an expensive gift..because its the thought that really counts:)
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today was one of those days that in the morning I was smiling at everything and everyone and enjoying life and at the end I was compeletely depressed:(I am still thinking about what this guy told me...two of my labmates and I went to do a density profiling experiment and there was this guy...and he asked me if I have started my grad work yet!!!:(I was suprized that he knew how many month I was there..and when he reminded me of it I really got sad..I am doing research and everyone is saying so why waste time..at least get a degree out of it!!I don't know..my prof wants me to do PhD. and it so confusing....what if I end up to be in the same situation as I am right now after PhD????its just that I am defering this situation instead of challanging it and breaking the cycle...I don't know I am confused again...